Pages from My Life.

(Listening to: Pink Floyd - Marooned) A Mid-20s Male, a period that feels horribly stale A Fun Spontaneous Edge gradually grazing away, Seriousness, looks like its Checked in good, to Stay A Child within, A Heart pounding to run free Self-set protocols jail him, a prisoner deep and carefree. A Melody here and a Rhythm there, He feels is the Key to get the walls to tear. Job, a move to make money Calling it that when its your love is plain funny. I'd work all night long, but dictated by the Gandhis or Benjamins? Please, Just not that. Commitment, a Word that feels like a Leash Society, Mom, Dad, Family, Girlfriend, I say, Go Fish A Norm I refuse, I'm a man who would gladly walk into a Storm But just not that. A Path is Chosen, An Instrument of Promise gets Tuned Universally Noble, Joy, Peace & Harmony is its Sound. A Composition of Beats, Notes and a Divine Soul Its a Religion.No Rules, No Priests, No Wars Just a Conscience, Yours. This is the force that drives this Life, I ...

(Sitting in a train writing this: Brindavan Express: Bangalore - Chennai. 20th October 2009. Time: 6:00PM) Different trains carry me Different stations different places Different faces, different stories All travelling to a one One love, one happiness One destination, an end. One day a gravestone will lie Lies here a different man that experienced. One who followed no norms, A life lived in his own terms, A different path he took. In Music, he was born, found love & greeted death In Music he found the divine and they eventually met. A life struggled on a path in true love is worth living than a life lived in a path of hopeful love. Page 25 (edited: 32)

Back after Long. New Beginnings, New Directions, New Paths being tread. Quit Engineering finally & am I glad or what! I've been wedded to Music, my Passion, my first true Love. Joined AR Rahman's KM Music Conservatory with Vocals as Major which includes Basic Piano classes + Audio Engineering certification by Apple for LogicPro. Check the website @ www.kmmc.in . The Journey was tough with fees being a struggle to cough up. My very Supportive Dad paid everything (poor man I'll make him Proud one day) Lots of people join this Course to become a Playback singer. Not me. Ths is just my first step to be involved in Music in the Post Production stages as well as the Front lines, for the better part of my career. Leaving to Chennai by 1 PM today. Hate (d) the City (not anymore my love, so much you too have given me) !! Love my Good Ol' Bangalore :( Will miss the people & fun times. Hopefully, Chennai will be nice to me this time around. Always makes me lose weight...

This is not a phase. Its me realizing not to fear Me. Not to fear being a child, as an Adult. Not to fear the risk of walking an unsure path. This is how I believe one needs to live. Until recently, I just let myself be lead by the illusion of a good life by treading the same beaten path that every other man goes through just because he has to be "stable" and look acceptable in "society". Why is it that as we grow Older we become more and more boring and less and less child-like? By child like I don't mean being kiddish. Or Do I? Its fun to be silly and do things on a whim. When was the last time you were carefree, free spirited and just doing things because you love to? I notice, we the people, as we grow up tend to restrict ourselves based on the notions of other fellow people. Maturity is a nice thing, yes. But is the price you pay namely, becoming cynical, reserved, closed, and less fun, humorous & lively, worth it? I'm sure none of you would spare a...