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The Child in Me.

This is not a phase. Its me realizing not to fear Me. Not to fear being a child, as an Adult. Not to fear the risk of walking an unsure path. This is how I believe one needs to live. Until recently, I just let myself be lead by the illusion of a good life by treading the same beaten path that every other man goes through just because he has to be "stable" and look acceptable in "society".

Why is it that as we grow Older we become more and more boring and less and less child-like? By child like I don't mean being kiddish. Or Do I? Its fun to be silly and do things on a whim. When was the last time you were carefree, free spirited and just doing things because you love to? I notice, we the people, as we grow up tend to restrict ourselves based on the notions of other fellow people. Maturity is a nice thing, yes. But is the price you pay namely, becoming cynical, reserved, closed, and less fun, humorous & lively, worth it? I'm sure none of you would spare a buck for buying cards with content of the above mentioned traits.

Quoting Calvin from Calvin & Hobbes: "It seems like once people grow up, they have no idea what's cool & fun"

So then how is it that we let ourselves get blinded? How many times have you honestly wished you could go back to your childhood? Be an unperturbed child? Isn't it because you just didn't have any bother then? Because you never Loved & Lost? Because you never had terrible fights with friends, family? Because Age was just a number and not a benchmark for you to have achieved something? Because you just didn't have any Expectations from anyone or anything? Aren't these the things that matter to you now? Well I've gone through such incidents time and again and I admit I turned out to be just like you, maybe I still am, but changing.

But I want to STOP. Stop being an adult who takes Life too seriously. Stop being an adult who thinks the world is gonna come crashing because I'm 25, struggling with my degree and not sure where Life's headed. Stop living with the idea of having a stable software engineer career just because everyone around me is flying high studying in bigshit Universities or earning top notch salaries. Stop thinking that Loving someone can result in hurt. Stop living life on everyone else's terms. Not Stop myself from speaking out because I think others would not take it in a light vein as they are still stuck in the warped up perception of adulthood. Stop not doing what I like just because I don't think it'd make people around me happy. Stop not standing up for myself just because the person on the other side is someone I don't wanna hurt. I just want to STOP. Its begun. I have.

Found anyone who has complained of being FREE? Free from rules, traditions and safe paths? Have decided to do/say what I want because it needs to be done/said in my eyes & that's all that matters. Have decided to Pursue Music as a Career. I believe that Music is the greatest Language, God created, that binds everyone on the Planet. Music carries me to a different place altogether. A parallel Universe where there is no wrong, no rights, no rules, no fights, no heartache and all one stands to gain is unlimited bliss. It makes you feel like a child, innocent and playful, just enjoying being you for the love of it. Untouched by the blemishes of adulthood. Try this. Goto a serene place, Play your favorite song, any song that moves you deeply, and just close your eyes. You will feel that Bliss as the music connects you to your soul and the Soul of a human is carefree.

Love Living. Love Enjoying without a care. Love being you.

I am Free and I always will be.

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